Test over! but i confirm fail this test. not in the mood to study and didn't really study.
Skip class again. final year seems so fast. have to enjoy my time as much as i can.
Mood wasn't good but went to sch and being cheer up by those crazy guys in class.
Just remember,recently we have a bit of quarrel however now the clouds are gone and once the sun is out again. Glad that there are friends around me to cheer me up. Funny tink is the guys thought i having cold war with san and sheryl. Wahahha.....if cold war i tink they will freeze to death liao. Have to take hammer to hammer the ice between us. Hahah =)

Anyway i have thought about it. It start as misunderstanding. Can only blame i was too innocent to see through the issue. I will learn to be smart next time. Hope i am able to learn the skills to protect myself.

What is in a friendship? To me, when i start to trust a person, that is the start point of a friendship.
So if someone is to used the trust to test you, what will you do? For me, personally tinking i have no idea how to tackle this problem as there is no instruction manual to follow.
So back to topic.

I wonder what i will become in 10 years time? Will i still stay happy? Will i still have fun? Confirm is i will grow up. Went to hand up stuff to teac and found out that some stuff are really tough to settle and it really opens my eyes to the world. What is the purpose of it if it was to change from the start? It makes me feel horrible and sad. Why is the world so cruel? Dark Knight was the same too. He is a hero that Gotham city does need now and he is the silent protector of the city. He is never able to be the white knight in shiny armour. I felt so much now. It seems that the world has change too much as people become more and more affluent.
I realy hope to go back to the olden days since i knew the past but i believe that the people @ that time wish that they can come to the future to enjoy.
So it is serious a conflict. U like what u knoe and dislike what u dunno. So conclusion: hope that tinks remain the same, if it was to change, not too much changes, pls?

Since bb is down, there is no tutorial today! yeah....fun fun. updating blog now since notink to do. So will be studying IAF tonite and i hope that i can concentrate today or i will need people to nag me. So guys, lets hope i get good grade for my IAF.
Gambatte!!
So what up in my this week list.
Just heard from my lecturer than on last sat, one student sucided. Feel so sorry for his/her family. Y sucide?
So guys, sad to say the donkey (shishi) is not prepare for his 2nd part. I hope i can convince him to do his next part soon. So what's there for me? whahahah.

It was YESNEC event today again. Last nite tok on the phone, morning then i found out my phone no battery. Today still need to go out whole day somemore so bought charger to sch to charge my phone. Luckily did charge it so the day contacting was fine. my group got into the semi finals but not the finals. hey u all did good! good job!
Went to vivo to take picture as i need it for my project. then meet didi. went orchard to watch dark knight. verdict: 3/5. was not as good as expected, still worth to watch. went clark quake after that for picture taking again. saw a quarrel. it was funny to me cos i was tinking just a knock into each other can become so serious suddenly. horrible kids, tink tat they will never become old? went subway then home sweet home.
thanks mama and jie for all the support. i will try my best the. hope i am not wrong again and will try to change my horrible hobby. you all must try to remind me too if i do anytink wrong.

So what's the feeling after so much hardwork is put in? It is the process that matter but the results is also so important. As you all know the past few weeks, i have been busy with RTS. Now is the verdict.
Drum roll please........ 2nd!! Not 1st but 2nd. Normally will be sad but this time 2nd not cos $300 plus no more work to do! I can go vivo to eat all the good food liao! Yippeee!!!! Can't put the feelings into words here! *Jumping around*

Yeah! So tmr is YESNEC. Should be unhappy but cos i got my $300 to share in my group. free food looking forward too. tmr going watch dark knight. hope got more photos tmr.

I saw my friend have this so i ask her to buy for me. Now i can play manjong cards liao. I need 3 more person to play with!
Pls reply in tag if interested. Setting up manjong club!! Wahahah

Yesterday my com crash. wait for it to recover. finally have a nice sleep. today weather is to nice. it is tempting me to sleep but i got to do my work or i am like slacking. so work to do. so much and so much. however i am a slacker so not working now and blogging here. not much to blog today just the dark clouds are gone and the sun is out again. i hope it is the same for you. No idea how you are doing now. Just look forward and treasure the time you all have before.
Learn sometink from fated to love you. "people with past then will have stories to tell". It is ur past that makes you wat u are today. So dun hate it but grow to love it. It is just part and parcel of life and growing up. I know you hate it but accept it. Everyone is bound to go thru it but it is just how you face it. I am not sure if you ever visit so hope you are happy then.
Cant wait till aug 1st to come. $$, food, celebration of hardwork! Guys make yourself free hoh or no share for you all liao!
Where is my loli, ice cream and choco coming? I am waiting.
*Sob*experience the worst cramp ever
Got to go and do RTS again.
Interesting facts: Desmond can actually move and dance. wahaha! it was funny and he was tinking who is that popping her head @ the door.

After working so hard, found out that com crash so all my efforts just die. Thanks to my IT doc bro to help my 'hubby' to survive thru. I hope my 'hubby' dun get sick again. I still have not bought a new 'son'. Waiting for donation to come in. Pls donate, in need of $$. Working hard so i can adopt a 'daughter' home too. Yet, by then i will have a happi family. I dun mind advanced birthday present too. *grin*
Been sleeping last than 5 hrs every day. Nap around 2 hrs in the evening. Work till morning 3 or 4. Can't tah han so sleep another 2 more hrs and wake up to work or off to school. Really got a lot to do all the way to Sept.
I pray all goes smoothly. Now damn tired liao. But more work not done. So now off to work again.

Skip RTS lecture once again. I have being running for the problems again. I dun feel like facing it also was tired easily. Went sch for IAF. Huisan is my girl. With her around everytink can be solve so easily. I am really tired already. Went for dinner tonite. The photos will explain. Had a wonderful meal. Was there early. Dinner started only @ 9. Ended around 11+.






Went back my ITP place to woke since there is not enough people. Woke up early and took the direct train to orchard. Bought my manager favorite food. Work for 4 hours. Was treated to crystal jade by my manager. Went back to restaurant. Saw the rose nice so took one back with me. On the way home, the petals start to drop since the rose was almost dying. So i pluck the petals one by one. The end results was a nice too. It has pink-purple stigma and red-yellow pollen.

Sleep 3++ last night. Was doing the stuff for the competition.Console people until i become emo loh. Complain and complain. Woke up 9. Went to work. Never work very long already. Was actually happy. Missed the people there,esp my manager. Tok a lot and enjoy myself. Did only 4 hours. Earn $22. Went crystal jade to eat. Ate pork ribs la-mee, xiao long bao and spring onion pancake. Was treated by my manager. Thanks for the meal! Being treated meals recently, a bit pai sai but love the food. wahahha.... i am evil.
Heard some disturbing news. How can a girl have a boyfriend and not treasure? Instead she went to find other and cheat on her boyfriend. Worse, those guys doesn't have the money nor looks. It is really heart hurting and a disgrace to us, female. I was really disappointed that the guy still stay with her ever knowing about her cheating. So the verdict? be true to ur partner

Wake up around 8. Bath,eat and off to sch.
Reach sch around 10.38, saw angie and her daughter, the girl cute. Went to RC lab. QZ tried 3 labby till find one internet is programmed already. Did a bit and sheryl came then follow by angga, ricky and nic. Went to jurong for lunch. Ate the curry pork. Very spicy but nice and filling. $3.60 only.

Bought the materials went back. Did a bit and move to bench. QZ, A and R went to clementi to buy KFC. Discuss the plan and went home. Now home, waiting for the stuff to do.

Tmr will be going back to itp place to work cos no people. Got $ but still a lot not done.

Yesterday, the highlight of the day is going for nafra. Went club to meet rachel then we went for the nafra. For nafra, please bring ur identification. Ever if you dunno pass, at else u have participated on ur cert.
Did the 5 station and the run.
I passed shuttle run, sit up and sit and reach.
Jog/Walk for 5 rounds in 22 mins.

Will be accompanying sheryl to nafra on next tuesday.Maybe go for jog/walk on monday.
Will be packed to the core from tmr onward.

Sat:19th-meet @ sch for rts
Sun:20-gems/rts/nvp
Mon:21- rts/nvp
Tues:22-rts/gbe presentation/nafra
Wed:23-rts final
Thur:24-prepare for rts
Fri:25-rts competition/esb dateline
Sat:26-YESNEC
Sun:27-gems/nvp/study iaf ca2
Mon:28-study iaf ca2
Tues:29-iaf ca2
Fri:1aug-minister dialogue session

Exams dates are out! See i so stress. waiting for people to organise outing for me to de-stress loh.
Help mei to buy loli and choco. Will post photos tmr.toady tired due to the aftermath of nafra. the results of not exercising too long liao. need rest well so tmr will not brain dead.

Today it was a pleasant experience for me, representative of SP Environment Club. I am privilege to join this form held @ SMU, Li Ka Shing Library.
During this forum, we were given perspective from global multi-national corporation: DuPont; perspective from local based business corporation: City Development Limited; perspective from government agency: National Environment Agency and perspective from academia: Dr Elizabeth Ong, SMU.
The Green Vision business plan competition was sponsored by DuPont Company and held as part of TICE (Tertiary Institutions Council for the Environment) Eco Camp 2008 in SMU. Camp participants were challenged to develop green and sustainable projects to be implemented in their communities. Our national champions were National University of Singapore and Singapore Polytechnic. The champion team from the Philippines, University de Ateno Manila, also make a guest presentation.

In simple terms, sustainability is not only a thought nor an option, it must be carried out and action must be make.

Does it seems to formal? Haha of cos it is cos copy and paste from club webby. Yah loh... yes most important tink is my prediction is always so right. After the event, we went to eat. Hawk,mei and abi came. we went carls junior to eat. i am going back there to eat but never*100,000 times going to eat a combo set on myself. it is really delicious but too big. i still tink the chili fries is the best. went to walk walk around then go home.

went home, was suppose to cook but i try to zhi sha but not successful and failed. i cook and was tinking of using it for nyaa. being creating all different types of dishes.
di di called me but sad i reach home liao some more bath liao. di di next time call earlier mah.

Today woke up late again... yesterday was rushing out the ppt for the presentation tmr. Slept @ 3 again. 2 straight days sleeping @ 3 already. My sleep time is messed up now. Went to school and reach around 10.20. When i want to go in, i almost trip cos the shoe i wore was big and bulky. 1 time. next went for lunch then lib. Trip again. Lastly, i cant remember but i almost trip 3 times today liao. I need to get use to the shoe.

Saw the not updated sms so wore club tee. Was suppose to wear smart casual so went home to change. Mei follow me home. @ my home had a soft toy war. Change and back to sch. I gave shar a grape loli with bear pic. I gave her a strawberry loli to tempt marcus but it is for rac. Sad marcus, next time. All the way to harbourfront, marcus emo. We tok tok.

Reach there so ma fan. Must register then trade identity card for pass. Went to dupont office. Dun like the lifts as if cause ears to stuck. Hear background about dupont and its future. Mingle around. Went to vivo to show the guest a bit of Spore beauty and it's dinner time!

Have a nice meal @ Aji by Hanabi Japaneses Restaurant! It's expensive. Dinner buffet: $42++. WoW!! Vic, see wat u have miss! So sad.... next time we end $ liao we go? I sat with a nus guy, the secretary and rac. rac ate vegetarian meal so i was to order with them. it's buffet but with others around i dare not order so i ate wat they order. It was delicious and fantastic. I wish to go again but it's too expensive!! Any1 wants to treat me go eat in future? Wait some1 to treat me.

Yah,sean didn't eat full. Desmond said he eat till too full then he didn't tok much liao. Went rooftop to find a place to do the rehearse. The presenter are to be release tmr. Keep it a secret. Rehearse, rehearse. Then a bit of tok tok then went home. On the way home, wanted to buy loli for marcus but it cost $7.50! So ex loh.... no $$!! *sob* need to save $$ for trip as well as my stuff to be replace.

Tmr need to wake up @ 6 latest. 7 meet the guys to go cityhall. How to wake up? Morning call!!

I did sometink stupid today... i tried to change spenv blog skin and it crash! I was in panic trying to solve and people were asking wat happened. Sorry if i was pissed off just now cos when i panic, all the blood rush to my brain and i tok without tinking. So sorry guys and thanks for understanding.

Next issue: Top tree
I should be sensitive and not tok abt it. But yah. we got it we got it we got it!!
More tmr.

* i uploaded a video. find it!

This post is dedicated to the people i love.

To my beloved: Finally you are done with ur piano test, congrats!! However, you have make me wait too long... so when can i meet you? I miss you, so does sha sha!

To my mate: Long time no c, really missed the times in band. I miss the time when we go home together and the time when we go MI together. When shall we meet?

To my buddy: So sorry today couldn't make it. The sky looks like it was going to rain that's y i didn't went. This week is really a busy week for me. Once i am free, me sms u?

To my mei: I owe u lollipop!

To my di: When will be the time you free for jie wo?

To my da jie: Bird-day is today but still haven give you all the stuff yet loh!

To my friends: I want outing but not organise by me!

To my mama: I wish all the best. Hope you can make a decision soon. Will support your decision no matter what it is. This is our little secret.

Seems i still have a lot to do, but there will be more as i grow up and have more problems in life!

After the dupoint meeting, was suppose to go to buy stuff @ jurong point but the real motivation is the place in the basement in jurong point. this place was told to me by huisan. it is really nice. it looks really like i am in japan loh. however there is a bit differences. yes, this is dedicated to pei xuan and sean. bad news is there is no takopachi there, only tori-q. dun worry, it will renovated finished by dec this year then u all can expensive a mini japan in singapore. cant wait to go there again with friends.

Movie wish list: batman, red cliff, hsm3.... so many but who to go with? hmmm.....whahahha!!

Today is ice cream date. I go and be a very bright light bulb. Hope their eyes are still ok.
These few days tok a lot with mei mei shar, tok abt everytink under the sun and moon.

Topic: Relationship
why is it so complicated when it can be so simple? these few days heard a lot of this stuff. some are so sad but some are happy one. however, i koe more sad then happy 1. sometimes when u see people around you so happy that you will feel the pressure to be like them too. So the verdict, unless you are really prepare, dunno commit yourself.
Was ask by friends when will it be my turn? My answer is when the time is right.

Today will be going to the dupoint meeting later @ meet 1 @ moberly. i wondered how will it be?

Today woke up a bit early but mama no time to buy breakfast, so bread again. Then sit mrt to orchard. i sat the red line all the way down. this days feeling not right so need songs to numb feel. reach and was waiting for rac and saw marcus, he came half and hour early. so we went to taka to buy sushi cos i koe px like. saw the taka food fair. feel like buying a lot of stuff but no $$. yah time to earn $$. then wait the rest. went to cine buy ticket and cut cake. went back to taka to eat. finally try volcano ramen after eating ajisan 3 times. hot hot to explain. mei pai sai i didn't send you back to mrt, was not feeling well. went to buy drinks then went to movie. a bit of confusion then movie. overall the movie so so. narnia still better. left hawk,nic,kelvin,sean,px went to cityhall. suppose to c fireworks but end liao. left hawk,sean,px.went yoshinoya to rest. BIG THANKS TO HAWK ON THE DRINKS AND THE POTATO!! tok tok abt sports, mahjong. sean teach me a lot. i now is motivated to learn mahjong as my nyaa skills. i tinking can or not.
so more tok tok then found out sean is a under 16 black belt loh. only 2 kendo association in singapore. i tempted to learn fencing in uni. haha... will i? then was suppose to go home. but wanted to meet SM. so waited then we went to find some place to tok tok. he wanted to treat me but to full liao... well remember to not so much next time so you can treat me next time... my skin damn thick liao..... haha....remember the past when we were close. around 11.20. leave the place. went home. home @ 12.05. almost the same as last nite. so sad....tok so short. next time u better come early then can tok more loh. so much to catch up.
missed you-ade,far.when will we meet?
yah....cosfair these 2 days....sat and sun....i tinking if sunday want to go but got a lot of project. tink have t start now but mind not functioning liao. so must sleep soon so tmr wake up earlier to go cosfair. whahah....toking to hawk and ys online now.